XO, {B}

I really want to be better about keeping this blog. probably at least 10 times a day I think about posting. Well to start off, I met my goal of 130… and actually am currently 128. I’m feeling good but I’m still not satisfied with where I am. I have this strong desire to be stick thin. But I love food. I love it and its a battle for me everyday. Overall I am really proud of myself and am so happy that I lost all of the weight I gained when I was pregnant. I was always fearful of being the woman that gained more and more weight with each baby. So for that,  I am happy!

I’ve been walking and doing a little bit of running. I really want to get into running- but its hard for me. I love it and hate it at the same time.

This week is my birthday and I’ll be 23. I can’t believe it. I still feel 17. And it seems crazy to think that I haven’t been 17 for 6 years. Am I eveb old enough to say I’ve been an adult that long? Life is moving fast. Not sure how I feel about that. 

Im about to go to the gym… wish me luck!

XO,

{B}